So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb
you never fail to make my blood boil. 10:08 PM • Tuesday, February 16, 2010
you always said maybe you owe it to me in your last life.
but i kinda think maybe i am the one who owes it all to you.
i am screwed up enough.
just sometimes give me some private and personal time
i feel like my life revolves only around you.
i don't only know you.
i have other friends, other friends i want to spent time with.
be it it's for a particular reason or not.
i know i promised to be your listening ear whenever you need me.
but i also need one. but i can't have one. because i can never ever say anything.
i don't feel trust around people anymore. i have not felt safe in my life ever since that faithful day.
sometimes i need time to cry.
need time to talk myself out.
need time to sort things out.
need time to see things clear.
need time to think it out.
i am trying my real best.
really really best.
but i have reached my point.
do you know how much i want to speak. but i just don't know where to start, how to put them in words. & not make it look like my world has fallen apart.

