The Light That Never Shines.♥

So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb

12:09 AM • Tuesday, March 31, 2009

How's everybody this days?

kinda miss school days a lot.

you know, go to school to meet up with friends,

peep at the guy/girl who we crushed for so long,

do stupid things and make our teachers angry,

talk about everything under the sun.

However,

I seem to speak lesser this days.

Life's getting harder as it seems.

I wonder why i cannot handle it better?

I guess I'm a rather emotional person.

Who's there to trust?

Myself? Is there only myself?

well,

work as usual.

getting boring-er and boring-er-er each day -.-

everyday is like well planned.

No surprise no Nothing.

Wake up,

head to work,

bored to death,

Knock off,

head home,

wash up,

watch tv,

go to sleep.

Everyday it's like this.

who wouldn't get bored?

I pretty much prefer those learning days.

regretted not making full use of it when i had them -.-

Life's full of regrets,

It's whether we want to let it go or just keep hanging on to it and never forget.

I want to quickly resign.

I hate to smile to entertain.

makes me feel like a clown.

It's long since I smile from my heart.

Good nights/Good morning

have a great day a head (:

Hope to see familiar faces soon~

So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb

9:44 PM • Saturday, March 28, 2009

I haven't have peace since the week started.

pretty much the worse thing in my life has happened.

HAIS.

I just want to close my eyes and never open them again.

serious, no joking.

this days, it takes just that little for me to cry,

and then i just couldn't stop crying.

I want this crying and hurtful days to stop once and for all.

Now that i've seen how cruel the world is,

i'm actually afraid of living.

i wanna hang out,

but i'm too tired.

So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb

10:37 PM • Thursday, March 12, 2009

A walking Zzombie

I'm so damn Tired and Sleepy right now.

& I don't know why I'm still siting in front of the computer.

I almost fell asleep during work.

LUCKY today manager not working at causeway point.

& & & & & I was late today -.-

kenna deduct one dollar.

but I knew I was gonna be late,

& I made calculations that taking taxi wouldn't be worth it.

saved $3 on taxi fare.

no one to entertain me at work today,

in the sense that there was no one to talk to,

that's why it was so damn totally boring that I almost dose off ><

the 'entertainers' were off today. BOTH~!

CHENG CHENG CHENG CHENG. -.-

like how much they pay you?

if the pay you one million per month to stand and watch tv,

i clap hands for you.

but I think it's the other way around right?

hahas.

okay la,

at least there's tv to watch.

my job also not bad what,

got people to talk to~!

hahas.

lately I'll have headaches when i go to sleep.

resulting, I CANNOT SLEEP.

working has broken my backbone.

then morning don't want to wake up. -.-

till life turns to the much more brighter side,

till then (:

So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb

10:20 PM • Wednesday, March 04, 2009

OKAY

It's long since i posted,
so here it is.

I have been working for the past few weeks.
DEAD TIRED~!
but yea, strong enough and managed to survive.
till I got my very FIRST pay in my life.
hahas.
feels kinda good i should say.

I thought i was gonna spent it like siao,
but in the end, i thought very carefully before i made my decision.
and i didn't spent a cent.
I kinda surpised myself.

& I feel very proud of myself,
that i have finished readind a story book within a week.
a THICK one btw. hahas.
titled: SOMEONE IRRESISTIBLE
wonderful story.
the descriptions and feelings.
i certainly could feel that i was within the story.
& I had feelings I couldn't explain.

so i'm moving on to the next book.
hopfully I find it within a week or so.

and i was so damn boring during work,
that i typed out the food that i craved,
wanted to do but cannot do and what i don't want to do but had to do.

Food that I craved:
1. Papa beard
2. Tapioca with Coconut milk (salty but sweet) YUMMY~!
3. Arjisen
4. Mac Flurry, topped with EXTRA toppings.
5. Coronet Vanilla OMG, I'm growing fat.
6. Mac Spicy My Dinner today :D satisfying~!
7. Calbee Hot & Spicy Chips
8. That fruity cake from Hong Kong
9. Ikea's Nutty chocolate yellow wrapping
10.Settles, both originals and sour
11. Dried guava

Things I want to do but cannot do
1. Sleep Not enough sleep what to do
2. Movies at Shaw House (LIDO)
3. Slacking at home with mummy
4. Family outings on weekends
5. CANNOT take off on friend's birthday ): My SINCERE apology.
6. Watch countless dvds
7. Catch all korean and japanese dramas

Things I do not want to do but have to do
1. Wake up early to be punctual for work.
2. Sitting there and staring blankly into the air for hours-.-
3. Troubling myself what to eat for lunch or dinner
4. FINALLY, watching the time crawl like snail!

ISN'T MY LIFE PATHETIC?
hahas,

finally off from work today.
went to pray and stuff.
had dim sum for lunch.
hahas.

then headed to town & met carol.
it's like, "long time no see man!"
she got totally lost in orchard MRT.
like okay, i'm speechless. hahas.
then we shopped and caught up.
wonderful day.

but it's coming to an end.
SO SAD ):
but let's look at the bright side of life :DD

so take great care guys.
another month and we're all back to schooling.
seeing each other again and joking together.
like those old school days back at WGS.
except for those already schooling in the high class JCs la.