So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb
It was suppose to be a day alone at home. 10:42 PM • Wednesday, January 14, 2009
but cheng asked me to go to millennia institute.
she says it has a lot of advantage.
well, wouldn't hurt to consider.
pretty much nothing there.
just that we'll take A levels and a diploma.
but diploma not much choice.
my mummy says MI is out of the question,
so i no need to think already.
i wonder if retaking is one of the options for me now.
really disappointed with my results,
and even more, myself.
if praying will help,
i'll pray for god to let me get a seat in poly.
just any one is the 12 choices.
when we were leaving,
cheng lead me to take the wrong bus. -.-
so we ended up at little india.
then we headed to orchard.
on the way home saw QI at her work place.
chat chat a bit then headed home.
now my shoulder is hurting me -.-
and i don't know why.
okay, i'm not gonna continue much.
take care people.
miss you peeps.
So The Lion Fell In LOVE With The Lamb
what seemed so 'realistic' before ; 10:42 PM • Monday, January 12, 2009
made me feel so stupid and foolish.
my results was not what i have expected.
and i'm very disappointed with myself.
i doubt very comforting word i hear,
and it doesn't make me feel any better.
i wanted to cry my heart out.
scream like no one else could hear,
but i put up a strong front.
there's was nothing much i could do but keep silent.
可以哭 却还拼命的掙扎
說什麼 只会讓人当笑話
在孤獨中絕望
在絕望中堅強
堅強后繼續不停想著它
i cried my eyes out.

